Saturday, March 8, 2025

Dreams

I wake pondering where time went. My laptop is on my lap just where I left it last night. I don't remember not finishing my Poetry Friday post. Night must have shifted into morning like the speed of lightning. I rise surprised. What happened? 

All I remember is being exhausted by the events of yesterday. A visit to the eye specialist left me numb. Shocked by the news of a possible retina tear on top of the husband's condition. The word, CANCER, dug deeper into my thoughts. My reaction was to find a way to handle both issues, my eye and his disease. Thoughts rattled in my mind. 

Breathe in-Breathe out-Meditate! These are ways to reduce the stress that blackens the room. I found a quote from someone who understood the challenges of life. 

Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two breaths, or turning inwards in prayer for five short minutes.
- Etty Hillesum, Dutch Jewish author who was murdered in  Auschwitz during WW II

DREAMS


jagged edges

of night dreams

haunt me


back and forth

they sway

slipping away

into reality


f e a r

may find its nooks


But h o p e

becomes IMPLANTED in my HEART!

©CVarsalona, February, 2025


The above poem was originally written during Laura Shovan's Annual February Poetry Project and refined this morning. I was to write about a dream, positive, negative, or just strange - about a moment in this year's political history?


My first thought was world tensions mount. Illness adds to sleepless nights.

Did you know that politics are keeping American up at night? Nearly 60% of adults struggle to fall asleep due to political worries. - 50AASM


After reading about Etty Hillesum caught in the midst of the Holocaust, I want to learn more about her writings.

 

A new day begins. I will remember to breathe and meditate on my spiritual journey to wholeness (My Spiritual Journey post on Wholeness is here. Thank you, slicer/poet, Denise Krebs for adding my blog post for the group to read.)


Thank you Margaret Simon, host of Poetry Friday,

for the support you have provided the past two months.

I am very late for the Poetry Friday Roundup but

I am off the mark lately. I will make the rounds this weekend.

For now, I am headed to an retina specialist.

The above Poetry Firday umage was created by Margaret Simon.

Thank you Two Writing Teachers for the space to write 
with a worldwide group of educators.

3 comments:

  1. Your poem resonates with me Carol-- thank you for sharing it. I hope you and your husband find swift and complete healing, and that things in both your personal life and the world become less tumultuous sooner rather than later. In the meantime... thank you for the reminder to meditate. I just may do that today!

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  2. I hope those jagged edges of your dreams settle down. Healing thoughts coming your way for you and your husband, Carol. Take care.

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  3. Sending love and healing thoughts your way! xo

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